I'm the only one of my friends who still uses xanga.
I guess I can't really say "use" because this is my first entry in like 3 years. I don't even remember what brought me back here. I've matured a lot since back in the days of posting on here regularly.
I'm still dependent on having a female interested in me to feel like I'm complete which is total bullshit.
I'm a helluva guy and women keep treating me like shit and I keep allowing it. I'm making a point not to take any crap any more. I'm sick of this rotten feeling in my chest. I deserve a lot better than any of this. Devyn is the most recent offender. I've got to stop getting interested in girls that have boyfriends already, but that's kind of beside the point. Anyway, I've been working out a lot lately. At least 25 sit-up's a night with 25 arm curl with a 20lb weight in each arm.
So far, so good. You can tell I've lost a lot of fat and I've got some definite muscles showing up.
feelsgoodman.jpg This is all pretty much so I can get a bunch of stuff off my chest. So this has been that. If anyone has read this, I'm sorry. -Brown | 